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my blog info : this blog is created for all of you who is the fan of mine to read and get updated about my daily life schedule. no criticism is allowed as this is my blog, its up to me to write what i like. you dislike it? i don't need yur opinion, you cant just fuck off :]
my profile : my name is ratna emellia tang. 18 since 01 march 2010. im mixed chinese and boyanese. currently attach with allip alfiano baby. however, im a lesbian and his just my cover-up :x oups!
my wishlist : i want to last forever with my prince heart, i want my nokia n8 turqoise, i want a big teddy bear so that i can hug when i can't sleep at night, i want a new pair of adidas shoe :]
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Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 12:46 AM |
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Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 12:24 AM happy birthday to my baby bum bum and uncle razil. may god bless both of you and may both of you stay happy always :) anw, welcome iphone 4! thanks to the singtel guy! i love you la boy! actually its oss. but when im applying my mio home and when he saw how desperate i am, he told me that they still have 1 stock! hahaha. lucky happy baby :) no n8 cause its not keyboeard as expected. no samsung galaxy as its not worth buying. thought of waiting but since got one instock, y not kan kan kan? :) i love my iphone so much! Emellia Lullaby |
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 12:57 AM hey hey. just get back home actually. have a satisfied day with baby actually :) anw, these days, i can feel the changes in baby. seriously. after the incident in the hospital, he change. and i love him now. im so happy tonite but because of one sentence, im shurks! i saw a super 4 motorbike n i was like, woah! den he said to me next year [x2] . so i was like, sure bo? and this sentence next hurts me to the core. ''tak tau u dapat naik ke tak ah.'' i was so sad and hurt but baby actually said that he was joking. gosh. den i ask him whether his starting to love me more and more now, and happily he said yes but frankly, im taking it slow now. very slow. kla i better get going. wanna eat and play with my babhy bum bum. also texting my baby boncet now. i love you baby boncet so much. very much. wait for our dogs okay baby :) Love You, Emellia Lullaby |
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Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 3:03 PM jyeah! at last im released from hospital. after 7th days of imprisonment, i feel so fresh! hahahah! anw, baby fetch me from hospital just now. before i go, i hug suzana tight. she is transfering to imh later. i hug her tight to give her the strength. im sure gonna miss her. also, i promise her to mit her soon there. :) then, salam karim's sister [aslin] before proceeding home. baby sent me up to my house. went in and mit abg and ayah. haha, both of them recognized each other la seh! and abg also know abg razi, dum dum brother in law. im so happy. glad that dum dum is the first boyfriend to have know all my family members. :) i hope both of us can go through all obstacle together through our relationship :) amin. now, im assure, and so does he, that his not loving me because of sympathy nor scared that im going to do stupid stuff, but he actually love me cause he want us to be a real thing in future. teehee. may god bless us in having this relationship. amin. putri cinta isabella. putra qalifah hairullah. im waiting for you babyloves . emellia lullaby love allip alfiano so much |
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Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 11:44 PM hey peeps. its my going to 6th days in hospital in 15 mins time. and guess what, i just finish bathing. bathing deep cold water from head to toe. and this is my 3rd time doing so. im just freaking stress up. i miss my dum dum boyfriend so much. i did tell him but he.. sigh. anw we broke up. and he want me to ensure that i wont go back to him anymore and i think i really wont. i dont want him to lie to himself anymore like zahid case. it hurts him so much and i dont want that to happen. niwae, i just get to know from nurse that my ultra sound result sucks. sigh and now, im really scared. sigh. while typing this, im crying and my head is spinning. plus my tummy is getting pain. but i know one thing, he dont care. i texted rina to takecare of allip for me. cux i guess this time im really going away. i love him. his my first love. and im sure im gonna miss him. but rina mistook me of doing silly things again. im not, i just wanna go down n chill. rina call allip and that makes allip to call me. instead of comforting, he yell. hurt. very hurt. den he texted saying that his just joking. he said he wanna give me a surprise actually. sigh n i dont know whether his lying again or not. im not sure. very unsure. i text him something to KISS. keep it short and simple. love me cause he want us to be a real thing in future and not because he sympathy towards me or scared that i will do stupid things. thats all. if he stay because of sympathy and scared, i told him not to come cux im strong. im letting him go tonite if thats his reason. but truthfully, im hoping him to come. but if his not coming, i will be strong. i also promise rina not to do anything stupid. promise is a promise. lastly, i want him to know, that i love him. and if really im having a sickness like what zahid say, im waiting for you baby putri cinta isabella. w/out him, i will bring u up to be sumone in this lifetime. i promise cinta. love, emellia lullaby
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Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 3:29 PM This is my 4th day in hospital. All due to gastric. The pain come and goes. 2 days baby actually accompany me and tonight, most probably yes again. Im so glad that he actually spare his time with me when i really need him. Thanks god and i hope this will remain. I will still do my best to give him as much time as possible. Anw, 2 days back, baby fb account was hacked. And therefore, he get a lil tension. I miss him. And i miss home badly. Very tired in hospital. Can't wait for baby to come too. Also, thanks to Rina and Karim for the late night visit. Really appreciate it so much. As for now, im going to wait for baby to come. 9 more hours to go. Baby is helping Yazid to move house and after that, his going to work. Also, im actually kinda upset with baby. I caught him red handed texting a girl. Sigh, but i know that i got to be strong. Very strong. Since baby did not give me attitude, and also he said that she is his 'member' , so i will trust his words. I love him, and that means, i have to sacrifice a lil of my feelings. Love you baby boy, Can't wait to have Putri Cinta Issabella with you bucuk :) Emellia Lullaby |
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Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 12:30 AM gosh after 6 days of struggling since last friday night, at last, im warded! [hate it like shit!] went to millenia walk at 12+pm cux i just can't tolerate with my friend eerah attitude. 3rd day and late again. haiyo. went there to also teach her clear details about our chocolate. tried eating brownies and also drank chocolate caramel ice shake. and threw up everything. can't tahan and so went back to macpherson and forced to go to blk 67 clinic. end up, no reference letter, was asked to go to cgh straight. den later part, change plan. me and kak noni take cab to ttsh emergency place. was so fucked up with the doctor til i got to get up from my wheelchair to talk to the nurse! den proceed to mit doctor and get injections n something in my ass.. hahaha. get discharge and then.. get back in cux my tummy painful. got extra painkiller den vomitted everything and end up in ward. gosh and now im blogging waiting for love to come with fries and drink plus sweater and charger :) night people |