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my blog info : this blog is created for all of you who is the fan of mine to read and get updated about my daily life schedule. no criticism is allowed as this is my blog, its up to me to write what i like. you dislike it? i don't need yur opinion, you cant just fuck off :]
my profile : my name is ratna emellia tang. 18 since 01 march 2010. im mixed chinese and boyanese. currently attach with allip alfiano baby. however, im a lesbian and his just my cover-up :x oups!
my wishlist : i want to last forever with my prince heart, i want my nokia n8 turqoise, i want a big teddy bear so that i can hug when i can't sleep at night, i want a new pair of adidas shoe :]
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Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 10:24 PM hey peeps. im here to update something that hurts me so much. sigh. where should i start with. [herm] last night, a call from boyfriend really make me cry. i feel the love from him. [at last] i feel that his not willing to leave me too. i was so touch. very touch. til this evening, everything was perfect! i love the feeling. i love it so much. but, one thing that actually destroy everything. that is because of ZOUK. [sigh] he asked me whether im going tonight as it's the sheik haikel and sleeq performance. i was shock and said no since he have to work til 12am. y i was shock was that he let me go there w/out him. sigh. go club alone? [sigh] i don't know about other girls. but i feel like he don't care about my well-being. what i mean is that, he can allow me to go zouk with joel!! sigh! im speechless. sigh. me going club and being touch and daze ard and he allow that to happen? [gash!] i just feel like crying. wth is wrong with him. he texted me *fucked* and all. i was so surprise. this is the first time he said like that to me. i went to the toilet and cried. he called not to make things better but to make things worst. he compare me with other of his girlfriends. [sigh] fuck it! i just don't feel like talking about this anymore. [crying] i told him that we should break up. i don't know what im saying. but im just so hurt. NOT ALL GIRLS NEED FREEDOM! sigh. thats all i can say. i love him so much. suddenly, i fall sick. just check my temperature and it's 38.4 degree. sigh. whats wrong with me? sigh. i just hope that he will call me thru tonite. but if not, maybe im just not good for him. bye people. baby putri cinta isabella, come out soon. emellia lullaby. Labels: boyfriend |