her life

i love my boyfriend

2010-11-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

happy birthday baby bumbum and uncle razil

2010-11-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to my baby bum bum and uncle razil.
may god bless both of you and may both of you stay happy always :)

anw, welcome iphone 4! thanks to the singtel guy! i love you la boy! actually its oss. but when im applying my mio home and when he saw how desperate i am, he told me that they still have 1 stock! hahaha. lucky happy baby :) no n8 cause its not keyboeard as expected. no samsung galaxy as its not worth buying. thought of waiting but since got one instock, y not kan kan kan? :)

i love my iphone so much!

Emellia Lullaby

im so in love with you baby boncet

2010-11-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

hey hey. just get back home actually. have a satisfied day with baby actually :)
anw, these days, i can feel the changes in baby. seriously. after the incident in the hospital, he change. and i love him now. im so happy tonite but because of one sentence, im shurks!
i saw a super 4 motorbike n i was like, woah! den he said to me next year [x2] . so i was like, sure bo? and this sentence next hurts me to the core. ''tak tau u dapat naik ke tak ah.'' i was so sad and hurt but baby actually said that he was joking. gosh. den i ask him whether his starting to love me more and more now, and happily he said yes but frankly, im taking it slow now. very slow. kla i better get going. wanna eat and play with my babhy bum bum. also texting my baby boncet now. i love you baby boncet so much. very much. wait for our dogs okay baby :)

Love You,
Emellia Lullaby

at last im released!

2010-11-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

jyeah! at last im released from hospital. after 7th days of imprisonment, i feel so fresh! hahahah! anw, baby fetch me from hospital just now. before i go, i hug suzana tight. she is transfering to imh later. i hug her tight to give her the strength. im sure gonna miss her. also, i promise her to mit her soon there. :) then, salam karim's sister [aslin] before proceeding home. baby sent me up to my house. went in and mit abg and ayah. haha, both of them recognized each other la seh! and abg also know abg razi, dum dum brother in law. im so happy. glad that dum dum is the first boyfriend to have know all my family members. :) i hope both of us can go through all obstacle together through our relationship :) amin. now, im assure, and so does he, that his not loving me because of sympathy nor scared that im going to do stupid stuff, but he actually love me cause he want us to be a real thing in future. teehee. may god bless us in having this relationship. amin.

putri cinta isabella.
putra qalifah hairullah.

im waiting for you babyloves .

emellia lullaby love allip alfiano so much

i love my dum dum boyfriend so much but..

2010-10-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

hey peeps. its my going to 6th days in hospital in 15 mins time. and guess what, i just finish bathing. bathing deep cold water from head to toe. and this is my 3rd time doing so. im just freaking stress up. i miss my dum dum boyfriend so much. i did tell him but he.. sigh. anw we broke up. and he want me to ensure that i wont go back to him anymore and i think i really wont. i dont want him to lie to himself anymore like zahid case. it hurts him so much and i dont want that to happen. niwae, i just get to know from nurse that my ultra sound result sucks. sigh and now, im really scared. sigh. while typing this, im crying and my head is spinning. plus my tummy is getting pain. but i know one thing, he dont care. i texted rina to takecare of allip for me. cux i guess this time im really going away. i love him. his my first love. and im sure im gonna miss him. but rina mistook me of doing silly things again. im not, i just wanna go down n chill. rina call allip and that makes allip to call me. instead of comforting, he yell. hurt. very hurt. den he texted saying that his just joking. he said he wanna give me a surprise actually. sigh n i dont know whether his lying again or not. im not sure. very unsure. i text him something to KISS. keep it short and simple. love me cause he want us to be a real thing in future and not because he sympathy towards me or scared that i will do stupid things. thats all. if he stay because of sympathy and scared, i told him not to come cux im strong. im letting him go tonite if thats his reason. but truthfully, im hoping him to come. but if his not coming, i will be strong. i also promise rina not to do anything stupid. promise is a promise. lastly, i want him to know, that i love him. and if really im having a sickness like what zahid say, im waiting for you baby putri cinta isabella. w/out him, i will bring u up to be sumone in this lifetime. i promise cinta.

love,

emellia lullaby

Tan Tock Seng Hospital

2010-10-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

This is my 4th day in hospital. All due to gastric. The pain come and goes. 2 days baby actually accompany me and tonight, most probably yes again. Im so glad that he actually spare his time with me when i really need him. Thanks god and i hope this will remain. I will still do my best to give him as much time as possible. Anw, 2 days back, baby fb account was hacked. And therefore, he get a lil tension. I miss him. And i miss home badly. Very tired in hospital. Can't wait for baby to come too. Also, thanks to Rina and Karim for the late night visit. Really appreciate it so much. As for now, im going to wait for baby to come. 9 more hours to go. Baby is helping Yazid to move house and after that, his going to work. Also, im actually kinda upset with baby. I caught him red handed texting a girl. Sigh, but i know that i got to be strong. Very strong. Since baby did not give me attitude, and also he said that she is his 'member' , so i will trust his words. I love him, and that means, i have to sacrifice a lil of my feelings.

Love you baby boy,
Can't wait to have Putri Cinta Issabella with you bucuk :)

Emellia Lullaby

admission

2010-10-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

gosh after 6 days of struggling since last friday night, at last, im warded! [hate it like shit!]

went to millenia walk at 12+pm cux i just can't tolerate with my friend eerah attitude.

3rd day and late again. haiyo. went there to also teach her clear details about our chocolate.

tried eating brownies and also drank chocolate caramel ice shake. and threw up everything.

can't tahan and so went back to macpherson and forced to go to blk 67 clinic.

end up, no reference letter, was asked to go to cgh straight. den later part, change plan.

me and kak noni take cab to ttsh emergency place.

was so fucked up with the doctor til i got to get up from my wheelchair to talk to the nurse!

den proceed to mit doctor and get injections n something in my ass.. hahaha.

get discharge and then.. get back in cux my tummy painful.

got extra painkiller den vomitted everything and end up in ward.

gosh and now im blogging waiting for love to come with fries and drink plus sweater and charger :)

night people

im sorry i have to go..

2010-10-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

hey baby, if you're reading this, this is specially for you. im sorry that im not a good gf. i tried but now i give up. yea, my life is full of shits. only certain people knw and not u. im so sorry. i got to go. i will be the girl before we met. i give up again and maybe this time is forever. im sorry. i thought by giving u time, u will also try but no, u didnt. sigh. fuck everything. i just want u to know that i love you very much. i hope one day u will move on. be strong ya. you're a guy that im proud to be with eventhough its for a short while. im gonna miss you so much. im sorry that i didnt make you happy. i promise to make all the other guys happy. im sorry. i love you.

missing him

2010-10-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

i miss babyboy so much. very much :'(

our one monthsary :D

2010-10-22T17:56:00.003+08:00

hey hey. guess what. im now in office doing calling for mayuri :D

and now im kinda tired. urgh!! haha.

i don't know why im so happy this two days. [woah!]

anw, thanks babylove for your time yesterday. [really appreciate it love]

we mit up at tamp1 and proceed to uma abang and kakak at tamp st 83.

go there to see chacha and to ask about babylove laptop :]

i den realized that chacha had a very similar face like her mum :) [so cute!!]

we ate pony rice [if im not mistaken la] and also some other dishes that i don't know what its call.

about 8+, we went off.

baby tried to ride abang bike and it was really superb man!! haha.

den we proceed to east coast park. chill there for about 30 mins den proceed elsewhere.

im so in love with him. im so glad that at least, he make an effort to love me.

although got this one part where he actually said that he don't wanna unblock me cux he scare that i will get hurt after seeing 6 new chicks adding him. haha. [lame right! teehee]

but however, im positive. im so very positive.

at night, when im at home, i told him to keep on blocking me.

i ask him time for me to accept his ex pichas. i want to accept.

soon. i will. i promise. i believe that whatever it is, if he love me, one day, he will get rid of them.

i don't need to say but he himself will do.

also, i wanna trust him. i love him. so very much.

his the besti ever had :))

and, i wanna have that pretty baby girl call,'' Putri Cinta Isabella''.

but! i wanna have a babyboy first!! haven't think of the name yet. [teehee]

Love her Boyfriend alot,

Emellia Lullaby

happy one monthsary baby

2010-10-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

hey babylove, happy one monthsary.
i love you so much babyboy. [very much]

i'm so happy baby

2010-10-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

eylow peeps.

im so happy today. [very happy]

it's like, i thought, im really nothing in his eyes

but now i know something that he's been hiding! [hahah]

he saved my name in his contact as ''baby love'' :] teehee. [blush]

i'm so in love with you baby.!

now, i promise something baby...

i promise that i will give you the time you need.

i promise you, baby :] muahs!

i love you so much babe love!!

i love you so much!!

love,

emellia lullaby

boyfriend don't love me :D

2010-10-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

my boyfriend don't love me.

and thats what i feel. [sigh]

he didnt even care that i never actually call him as promised.

he dont care if im dead, if i have a accident or whatsoever.

he just dont give a shit seriously.

cool or what right? hahaha!

this is what make me so happy.

night.

emellia lullaby

baby, call me soon if u love me.

2010-10-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

hey peeps. im here to update something that hurts me so much.

sigh. where should i start with. [herm]

last night, a call from boyfriend really make me cry.

i feel the love from him. [at last]

i feel that his not willing to leave me too.

i was so touch. very touch.

til this evening, everything was perfect!

i love the feeling. i love it so much.

but, one thing that actually destroy everything.

that is because of ZOUK. [sigh]

he asked me whether im going tonight as it's the sheik haikel and sleeq performance.

i was shock and said no since he have to work til 12am.

y i was shock was that he let me go there w/out him.

sigh. go club alone? [sigh]

i don't know about other girls.

but i feel like he don't care about my well-being.

what i mean is that, he can allow me to go zouk with joel!! sigh!

im speechless. sigh.

me going club and being touch and daze ard and he allow that to happen? [gash!]

i just feel like crying. wth is wrong with him.

he texted me *fucked* and all. i was so surprise.

this is the first time he said like that to me.

i went to the toilet and cried.

he called not to make things better but to make things worst.

he compare me with other of his girlfriends. [sigh]

fuck it! i just don't feel like talking about this anymore. [crying]

i told him that we should break up.

i don't know what im saying. but im just so hurt.

NOT ALL GIRLS NEED FREEDOM!

sigh. thats all i can say.

i love him so much.

suddenly, i fall sick.

just check my temperature and it's 38.4 degree.

sigh. whats wrong with me? sigh.

i just hope that he will call me thru tonite.

but if not, maybe im just not good for him.

bye people.

baby putri cinta isabella, come out soon.

emellia lullaby.

ello peeps

2010-10-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

hello! im back again!

life had been so very busy recently that i have not much time to update :]

anw, im counting down! for what??

haha for christmas!!!!!!! haha. [lame]

actually im waiting for the day because i know im gonna get busy [jyeah!]

busy with work i mean. [ehem2]

anw people, hows your raya? my raya sucks to the core!

my one and only house to raya is allip alfiano house! [weewit!]

haha. seriously, thats how terrible my this year raya is!

about work, im coping well nowadays!

with leslie, my manager and faizal, my in-charge support.

im good! hahah! only that.. there's a incident that happen recently.

roughly about 2-3 days back? [herm]

it happen at my work place while im working with faizal.

theres this rich english educated china lady who came by our store.

trying to open up the mint chocolate and was offended when i stop her.

she was so mad and begin to harass me terribly!

its about 'FUCK'! [what the toots!]

i was too shock and all.

she also threw our samples glass too. [as if as its her father stuff!]

i cant take it anymore that i really cried. hahah!

and starting from that day, i have no appetite to eat. [crazy!]

hahaha. maybe im going to slim down very soon. just see! hahaha.

anw, today is my off day! when to do my hair again.

now i got this colours:

1. dull red

2. a lil lighter red

3. striking red

4. hot pink

5. rose pink

6. yellow

7. blue

8. dull green

9. gold

10. dark blue

11. orange

12. bleach red

13. bronze

14. light green

15. blonde

16. pink

17. black

18. turqoise

haha.

i have all colour except purple.

why??? hahaha.

cause i hate that colour to the core!

woohoo!

anw, i wanna watch my musika extravaganza!

goodbye lovies!

yours,

emellia lullaby

putri cinta isabella

2010-10-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

all previous post had been deleted due to some purposes :D

Love,
Emellia Lullaby